tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070370525847441676.post2298361418853387004..comments2024-03-19T06:10:57.511-07:00Comments on Zoompad's blog: THIS WAS WHERE THEY PUT ME AS A CHILDZoompadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10241773679644853620noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070370525847441676.post-17372671543028304962012-04-02T04:14:14.278-07:002012-04-02T04:14:14.278-07:00Thank you so much for posting that.
I am determi...Thank you so much for posting that. <br /><br />I am determined that I am going to get that apology I crave so much for, even if I have to battle another 40 years for it. I want an apology from the people who trashed my life and I am going to get one!<br /><br />Every time I get a post like yours it makes all the hours I toil over this computer absolutly worthwhile. Please stay strong, and never give up on justice xxZoompadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10241773679644853620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070370525847441676.post-85654021752635010232012-04-02T02:12:44.509-07:002012-04-02T02:12:44.509-07:00I was at Chadswell in 1978. Originally sent there ...I was at Chadswell in 1978. Originally sent there because i was thought to be "out of control" an assessment made by Codsall social services and a "voluntary care order" was made by my Mother. She came to visit after 3 weeks and said " i could return home if i never saw my girlfriend again"...i agreed, but i broke my promise and so i returned. Then at 16 i was transfered to a working boys Hostel in Wolverhampton and 4 years later (my parents now both dead) found myself in Winston Green Prison. <br />...A fairly typical and predictable end to such experiences. Now in 2012 i still cannot have a proper relationship...i simply do not know how or what it means.I know that my early history has had a profound effect on my perception of the world,people and myself. I wanted an apology,<br />i wanted justice, i wanted revenge, i just wanted to be loved. Now i just move from one house/flat to another, i understand now why older people are sometimes angry with the world, it is something they cannot change for sure, but they could not change their life or themselves either.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070370525847441676.post-35656081440219009752012-04-02T02:12:00.540-07:002012-04-02T02:12:00.540-07:00I was at Chadswell in 1978. Originally sent there ...I was at Chadswell in 1978. Originally sent there because i was thought to be "out of control" an assessment made by Codsall social services and a "voluntary care order" was made by my Mother. She came to visit after 3 weeks and said " i could return home if i never saw my girlfriend again"...i agreed, but i broke my promise and so i returned. Then at 16 i was transfered to a working boys Hostel in Wolverhampton and 4 years later (my parents now both dead) found myself in Winston Green Prison. <br />...A fairly typical and predictable end to such experiences. Now in 2012 i still cannot have a proper relationship...i simply do not know how or what it means.I know that my early history has had a profound effect on my perception of the world,people and myself. I wanted an apology,<br />i wanted justice, i wanted revenge, i just wanted to be loved. Now i just move from one house/flat to another, i understand now why older people are sometimes angry with the world, it is something they cannot change for sure, but they could not change their life or themselves either.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070370525847441676.post-52919085435227797292011-10-11T08:08:24.810-07:002011-10-11T08:08:24.810-07:00I WANT AN APOLOGY!!!I WANT AN APOLOGY!!!Zoompadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10241773679644853620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070370525847441676.post-90154092332337126182011-10-11T08:07:29.117-07:002011-10-11T08:07:29.117-07:00A lot of people think I am a "nutter" be...A lot of people think I am a "nutter" because I still get panic attacks and weep because of the abuse, but I don't think it's me that is the nutter. After all, what sort of people would put a bright intellegent Grammer School kid who has been raped into such a shit hole as Chadswell Assessment Centre, then transfer that same kid into an adult mixed sex ward of a psychoiatric hospital, and keep her there for a year, even though her psychiatrists report came back saying she was noyt mentally ill? <br /><br />Surely only serious head cases (nutters) would do something as mad and as bad as that?Zoompadhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10241773679644853620noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1070370525847441676.post-63909906368494119652011-10-11T07:26:46.180-07:002011-10-11T07:26:46.180-07:00Keep up the good work.
- AangirfanKeep up the good work.<br /><br />- AangirfanAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com