A CURSE

The Lord Jesus told us to be long suffering to each other, to forgive each other, to be slow to anger, to be kind to each other. He told us to live our lives in such a way as to not hurt another human soul, and also to be kind to the animals we share the planet with.

I have tried to live my life in such a way as to please God, since I found out that Jesus is alive, and even before. I was brought up by a good man, my father, and he was a very kind man. He had faults, as all men do, but he was a good kind man and although he did not have faith in the risen Lord Jesus Christ until quite soon before he died, he did always try to teach me good things, to respect and be kind to other people and animals. I loved my dad so much, and did try to please him. He taught me so much about fairness and sharing and human rights. I felt badly let down when I was abused and put into that hell hole, but I know that my father did try his best to get me out of there, and he came to visit me when they put me in St Georges Psychiatric Hospital. Also, when I had a nervous breakdown a few years later in Devon, Dad hitchhiked from Stafford to Exeter to visit me - I had an hour with him, and then he had to hitchike back to Stafford, as he was a poor man and could not afford the train fare. That was when I realised how much he cared about me and I am so glad that he did that. Just before he died, he told me that my mum had asked him to do it. I also learned how frightened Mum was of Social Services, and how she feared they might take my younger brother and sisters into "care".

My elder brothers were both abused, as many children of my generation were. They were beaten by an odious creep who worked at Doxey Primary School. That evil wicked man liked to beat little boys on the backside. He liked doing it because he was a pervert. I am sure that is why my brothers both hated authority, even though they could not have had a kinder father.

Jesus said to forgive, and I have forgiven a lot of people. For instance, I have forgiven the Stafford Police, who hurt me when I was a child, and who have let me down so much. I can easily forgive them, because I can understand why they did it. I have forgiven many people who persecuted me in the Secret Family Courts, and hurt me so much. I have told some of those people that I have forgiven them, and I got a hug off one of the people I forgave. I dont want to have any hard feelings in my soul.

But these people who are persecuting me right now, these flitting shadows, these ghouls, who call themselves GAZZA and ANDY, not their real names. I am not sure who these people are, I have been given a few names but how can I find out, it would need the police to find out who they are, I cant do it. These people are too crafty and sneaky for me to defend myself against.

But GOD can see them, as he can see everthing and everyone. He sees these malicious cowards as they sit at theur computers, typing malicious nastiness and plotting against a woman who has done no evil thing at all to them, a woman who has tried so hard to please God and her fellow human beings and beasts all of her life.

God did not punish Elijah for cursing the wicked boys who shouted "GO ON UP YOU BALDY" And so I curse these wicked men who call themselves GAZZA and ANDY, these wicked men who have been employed by the corrupt politicians of Jersey. I CURSE you GAZZA and ANDY, and I ask Almighty God to punish you. Let God deal with you severely. They mock the Lord and they persecute those who love the Lord. Let the curse come upon you suddenly, and let it be to the Glory of Almighty God, and let the people see that God is powerful and alive and not to be mocked.