Looks like I might be ending up in the Guinness book of records for having to have the most Capita assessments in one year. I hope this time it will be a PROPER assessment, done by someone who actually knows something about child trafficking/abuse ect and has plenty of time and patience, because I can bend down to pick up a penny but I can't stop shaking when I have a fit, no doubt the assessment will leave me broken again, it's like picking a huge scab off the biggest wound possible.
I feel sick inside. My leg throbs, my heart is pounding and I feel like crying. Ah well, that's Britain today. I suppose a lot of people feel just as I do.
I wish Jesus would hurry back, I really do. So tired now.
The lady who assessed me last time seemed kind, but she didn't have time to listen to me and I ended up getting hysterical, I am crying again just writing this, how can people not understand, how can they be so blind? Every time I have to explain it takes me back, it's like being tortured over and over again, I can't talk about it without getting upset, it's impossible, I've been told so many lies, I didn't even realise Joseph Hopkins had been sent to prison, they never even told me that, I don't know who the horrible woman, his sidekick was, they won't even tell me who those gangsters were, they won't even tell me that!
ReplyDeleteI can't go to my GP surgery even for a suspected fracture! HOW CAN THIS EVEN BE HAPPENING? If the Capita assessment is soon perhaps I might even get them to have a look at my leg? I actually trust them more than I trust my GP!!!!
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