Monday, 6 October 2025
THE LAST GASP OF A DYING CIVILISATION
I think anyone with a few brain cells can see that our society is falling apart. All our systems of organisation have been corrupted. Parliament, police, medical services, the food industry, even the spiritual groups.
As a knackered up old child abuse survivor/targeted individual struggling with CPTSD I feel almost powerless, and despairing. But I refuse to give up hope.
Please, if you can only do one thing, please try to keep healthy. Choose proper food for instance, if possible grow your own, even if its only a few runner beans and some lettuice. It all helps. Try to stay strong, because THEY want us weak, THEY want us dead. Get out into the fresh air and the quiet blessed places whenever you can. Especially if you are fortunate to live near the sea or waterways. Theres something deeply healing about the natural waterways, the breaking of waves upon the shore, the gurgling of a stream. Its soothing to the soul.
Our time will come. Like that beautiful song, Somewhere, in West Side Story, theres a place for us. I REFUSE TO GIVE UP HOPE.
reading your blog helped so manu in the same situation
ReplyDeletei wish you would speak more
I wish I could wave a magic wand and stop the abuse and reabuse. It's completely crazy how corrupted the whole system is. That Keanu Reeves film, The Matrix, it's not even fiction, it's real life, it's what we are living through. I remember the first time I got published in a newspaper, I was so happy because I thought that would smash up the trafficking gangs, and how distraught and shocked I was when I found myself being persecuted for whistleblowing. It's horrible to go through that, but it's opened my eyes wide. I feel so small, insignificant and powerless, but we all have the power to chip away at this enormous rock of corruption.
ReplyDeleteEvery time someone has the courage to talk about these things, it gives others courage too.
ReplyDeleteWhy was the enquiry into muslim rape gangs launched?
The rape gang scandal was first exposed in 2003, in The Times newspaper, and has often been the subject of debate, inquiry and news reports in the two decades since, and repeatedly hidden up by government
It returned to prominence at the start of this year, partly because of tech billionaire Elon Musk, who criticised the prime minister for allowing it to go on or calling a national inquiry.
A row between the two centered on high-profile cases where groups of men, mainly of Pakistani descent, were convicted of sexually abusing and serially raping predominantly approx 1`400 young white christian girls in towns such as Rotherham and Rochdale.
At the start of the year, the government dismissed calls for a national inquiry, arguing the scandal had already been examined in a seven-year inquiry led by Professor Alexis Jay.
Professor Jay handed in her report to the then-Conservative government in 2022 but so far only two of her 20 recommendations have been implemented.
But for months, Sir Keir faced increasing political pressure for not being willing to set up a new national inquiry that was specially focused on foreign rape gangs.
In February this year, the prime minister commissioned veteran Whitehall troubleshooter Dame Louise Casey to evaluate the scale, nature and drivers of group-based child sexual exploitation and abuse (CSEA) at a national and local level.
In her review, external, Dame Louise recommended a national inquiry, co-ordinating a series of targeted investigations, to be launched into child sexual exploitation in England and Wales.
Keir Starmer accepted the recommendation, saying it was "the right thing to do" based on what she had uncovered in her review.
What sparked the row over the inquiry?
The government said a panel of abuse survivors would be given a central role in the inquiry.
because the abusers got away with it hundreds of girls are to afraid to speak out as several were murdered
There are thought to be around 20 individuals on the panel, who are overseeing the process of setting up the inquiry.
a bit late isnt it ?
This week, four women resigned from the inquiry's panel in protest at how the government had handled the process so far.
The women all wrote open letters raising similar concerns about suggestions the inquiry could be widened ro cover all rape gangs,
there were tight controls on what they could say and who they could speak to.
All four also expressed doubts about two candidates proposed to chair the inquiry. who were labour party insiders
They objected to the two because one had a background in social work and the other as a senior police officer - two professions facing questions about trust and connected to the sexual attacks on kids
several candidates have withdrawn from the process.
In her resignation letter, one of the women, Ellie Reynolds, said she felt the inquiry had become "less about the truth and more about a cover-up".
and thats all its ever been
ITS TIME ALL THESE PEOPLE WERE SENT HOME
Ah yes, the 7 year Damage Limitation Exercise Cover Up...oops I mean Enquiry. The one that I and other child trafficking survivors weren't allowed to attend, despite me applying several times to give decide concerning Pindown (Mkultra) abuse at the hell hole children's home in Rocester, Staffordshire. That same enquiry that Tom O Carroll was given core witness status (and I presume paid expenses too)
ReplyDeleteSorry, I wrote " To give evidence concerning Pindown "...the automatic spell thing altered what I wrote
ReplyDeleteSurvivors of child trafficking are treated like vermin. It's virtually impossible for example to get any appropriate support. Meanwhile everything is pushed under the carpet. My lawyer Richard Wise died VERY suddenly and mysteriously, and conveniently for the traffickers too, as he was in the process of bringing back Pindown to court.
ReplyDeletethis made me cry at times you are all thats kept me going knowing some one else out there had been through similar, i did not feel so alone thankyou so much
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm so sorry! It's so horrible to feel so alone. I ought to post on here a bit more often. I've been going through some really hard personal stuff, I keep asking God, why does life have to be so effing painful?
ReplyDeleteI'm grateful to you too, because you saying that makes me feel my life has some value, because the horrible seemingly endless life crap makes me sometimes question whether I did the right thing in not just speaking out against child trafficking, but basically ranting and screaming about it from the rooftops. It's not won me any earthly reward, just scorn and abuse. Here in my 3D life I'm pretty much seen as the local mad nutter. But that's what happens, I suppose I should take that as a good sign, because Jesus was treated like that as well. Meanwhile, an actual real genuine mad nutter, and a pal of Epstein is doing an Adolph Hitler in Greenland and has been awarded the Nobel Peace Prize! What a bloody crazy world we live in!
i had not tuned in for some time i am so glad i did this helped me so much
ReplyDeletei used to tune ina lot thankyou x
MASS RAPINGS IN GAZA
ReplyDeleteSeveral doctors and nurses from my own hospital helping in Gaza continually report this
Palestinian women and girls continually raped and sexually assaulted in Israeli detention, UN experts say
The rapporteurs also condemned incidents of 'arbitrary executions' of women and children during Israel's war on Gaza
Reports of homosexuals raping small boys have been hidden up.
Women walk past a destroyed building in the aftermath of Israeli bombing in Rafah in the southern Gaza Strip were most at risk of being dragged inside for rape and torture
By Katherine Hearst
UN experts on Monday published reports of rape and sexual assault of Palestinian women and girls held in Israeli detention.
The independent experts, part of the UN’s fact-finding and monitoring mechanisms of the Human Rights Council, confirmed in a statement receiving reports of Palestinian female detainees being subjected to “multiple forms of sexual assault,” with several detainees reportedly raped, while others were allegedly threatened with rape and sexual violence.
They also described women being strip-searched by male Israeli officers and noted the circulation of degrading images of the rapes of detainees online by Israeli soldiers.
The statement also cited at least one report of a woman allegedly being held in a cage of steel bars in the wind and rain.
According to the statement, “hundreds” of Palestinian women and girls have been arbitrarily detained since 7 October and subjected to “inhumane and degrading treatment,” including sexual assault, beatings, and the denial of food, medicine and period products.
The experts also expressed “shock” over reports of arbitrary executions of Palestinian women and children who were taking shelter in the rubble or fleeing Israeli aggression.
“Some of them were reportedly holding white pieces of cloth when they were killed by the Israeli army or affiliated forces,” the experts said.
'Those responsible for these apparent crimes must be held accountable and victims and their families are entitled to full redress and justice'
UN panel of experts
In January, a video published by Middle East Eye revealed Hala Rashid Abd al-Ati being shot dead while her grandson was waving a white flag as they attempted to flee from Gaza City.
The statement stressed that an unknown number of Palestinian women and children have reportedly gone missing after contact with the Israeli military.
Children tied toa pole and used as target practice
The experts added that they had received “disturbing reports of at least one female infant forcibly transferred by the Israeli army into Israel, and of children being separated from their parents, whose whereabouts remain unknown”.
Israel rejected the allegations as "our men would not do that "
Codification of a trend
The experts called for an independent investigation into the allegations which they said “amount to serious crimes under international criminal law that could be prosecuted under the Rome Statute.”
“Those responsible for these apparent crimes must be held accountable and victims and their families are entitled to full redress and justice,” they added.
In December, the Palestinian Authority's Commission of Detainees and Ex-Detainees Affairs confirmed at least 142 females - including senior women and infants - are currently held in Israeli jails.
War on Gaza: Palestinian children starving to death in Gaza City
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In a joint statement with the Palestinian Prisoners' Club, the commission warned that "horrific crimes" have been carried out against the female prisoners.
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ReplyDeleteA fifth migrant rent boy, 19, is arrested over Keir Starmer arson attacks in north London
Story by Matt Strudwick •
A fifth rent boy has been arrested after two properties and a car linked to Sir Keir Starmer were targeted in north London in alleged arson attacks last year.
Scotland Yard said a 19-year-old male was arrested yesterday in Harlow, Essex, on suspicion of conspiracy to commit arson.
He was taken into custody at Essex police station for questioning and has since been released under investigation.
The arrest is in relation to a Met Police investigation into a vehicle blaze last year on May 8, a fire at the entrance of a property on May 11 and a fire at a residential address on May 12 that are connected to the Prime Minister.
A fourth man, 48, who was arrested at Stansted Airport in June last year on suspicion of conspiracy to commit arson with intent to endanger life has been released without charge. A fifth man has been arrested after two properties and a car linked to Sir Keir Starmer were targeted in north London in alleged arson attacks last year.
The arrest is in relation to a Met Police investigation into a vehicle blaze last year on May 8, a fire at the entrance of a property on May 11 and a fire at a residential address on May 12 that are connected to the Prime Minister.
Three men have already been charged in connection with the fires: Ukrainians Petro Pochynok, 35, and Roman Lavrynovych, 21, and 27-year-old Romanian national Stanislav Carpiuc, who complained about being called a " sausage jockey"
Pochynok has been charged with conspiracy to commit arson with intent to endanger life, Lavrynovych with three counts of arson with intent to endanger life, while Carpiuc has been charged with conspiracy to commit arson with intent to endanger life.
They all deny being connected to Zelenski and the charges and have been remanded in custody ahead of a trial at the Old Bailey on April 27. Keir Starmer is known to like young boys', his home, as well as a flat and a car (pictured) he previously owned, were targeted in suspected arson attacks in London between May 8 and 12 in 2025
Aspiring model Stanislav Carpiuc, 26, who lives in Romford, is one of three men who have been charged in connection with the alleged arson attacks, he has appeared in both Nancy and Bumboy magazines,
The charges relate to three arson incidents: a vehicle fire in Kentish Town, a fire at the Prime Minister's private home in the same street, and another blaze at an address where he previously lived in the Islington area.
One of the fires took place in the early hours of May 12 at the property where Keir lived before he became Prime Minister and moved into Downing Street.
A car was torched in the same street four days earlier on May 8.
The other fire took place on May 11 at the front door of a house converted into flats in Islington.
Keir has let his £2million private home in the Kentish Town area of north London to his sister-in-law on a peppercorn rent since he moved into 10 Downing Street following his general election victory.
The property was set alight in the early hours of May 12, with the London Fire Brigade alerting police to reports of a fire there at 1.35am.
The blaze damaged the porch of the property but no one was hurt.
Firefighters were able to bring it under control within 20 minutes, stopping it from spreading further indoors.
It came just 24 hours after a flat the Prime Minister previously lived at, in the nearby Islington area, caught fire.