Thanks to C.H.R.I.S. which published an article last week on pervert sites such as BOYCHAT, I have been able to follow a link and obtain a copy of a book called THE APPALLING VISTA by BRIAN ROTHEWAY.
I am really having to force myself to read this book, it's really creeping me out reading it. The Haut de la Garenne investigation is mentioned in this book, and dismissed as golddiggers seeking easy money compensation. I was really angry when I read what he said about Haut de la Garenne, as I was in Staffordshire Pindown and although I didnt have Mario Lundy looking after me it was still a very frightening and traumatic experience which it looks like I will never be allowed to recover from, certainly if Stafford Jobcentre Plus keep trying to force me to go to interviews near the place I was kept for a year as a child, and where everyone seemed to forget that I was a child.
I think I have recognised someone who abused me in this book, a woman who I met from Mothers for Justice, who led a sustained attack on me which went on for about two years, while I was going through the secret family court ordeal I have already described in earlier posts. She told me her husband had been one of those accused of paedophile activity by the Operation Ore investigation, and that he was innocent. She also told me that it was all a big frame up, and that Gordon Brown and Tony Blair were two people who had also been accused, and that a D notice had been placed on the informatioin being released by the mainstream media. I didnt believe her that Gordon Brown or Tony Blair were paedophiles, and told her so. This lady then told me that she had met Archbishop Sematu of York at a garden party in Birmingham. She also told me that she and her husband had allowed a convicted paedophile to babysit for her, and she must have suddenly realised that perhaps she ought not have told me that, and then she tried to tell me that it was ok, that paedophiles could be trusted with children. The whole thing turned into a big row over the phone, made even worse by her calling me a paranoid nutter by my obsession in denouncing the American paedophiles Richard Gardner and Ralph Underwager.
Shortly after this conversation I was thrown off Mothers for Justice. The woman who threw me off was a lady called Michelle, she was a Conservative party councellor, and had objected to me standing up for Gordon Brown, who at the time was being accused of being a paedophile. But Michelle had arranged a meeting with Teresa May, and told me that Teresa May was willing to cvome to Stone and meet me, so I could talk to her about the secret family courts. I was very happy about that, but then, nothing happened, so I asked Michelle when Teresa May was going to interview me, and Michelle said they had had the meeting but I had not been invited by the group, because I was too much of a loose cannon, mainly because I kept going on about Richard Gardner and Ralph Underwager, like a broken record. Michelle, who is a pagan, had put a post up inviting people to have their fortunes told, as a bit of fun. I very gently interposed, by explaining God does not like fortune telling, and so I would not be doing it. There was an almighty row on the Mothers for Justice site, not about that but about my postings about Richard Gardner and Ralph Underwager (bothe American paedophiles) and a lot of people denounced me, called me a loose cannon, a religious nutjob, a bully and all sorts, and tried to make out that Gardner had been misunderstood! IKt ended in me being thrown off by the Admin, but the person who had set up the site who is also a Christian re-enstated me. I asked that noone be thrown off the site on my account, but the pro Richard Gardner people all left of their own accord, blaming me for their having to leave for being a bully and a nutter. The other lady followed me onto Youtube, calling herself Chopstick Sue and her husband Chopstick Steve, they stalked my YouTube videos which denounced the paedophile Richard Gardner, and I have copied all the ridiculous and abusive comments they made in case they take them down.
I aqm not 100% sure but I think she is the woman that this book describes as a "loose cannon".
Anyway, that book. It is really difficult for me to read victims of abuse such as Shy Keenan being treated like vomit. Also, the book is so full of self pity, but there is not one little bit of pity for the people who have been abused and had their lives smashed up. It's just wriggle wriggle wriggle squirm squirm squirm. But I am forcing myself to read it, because now I think I can understand just how crafty paedophiles are, how they squirm around and besmirch innocent people. I dont like Tony Blair, and I think Gordon Brown is a bit of a coward, but I do not believe they are paedophiles. I kept writing lots of letters to Gordon Brown, asking him to help stop child abuse, asking him to stop them using syndromes invented by paedophiles in the secret family courts. I got the impression that Gordon Brown wanted to do something but that everything was all a big mess. He had the courtesy to answer all my letters, I got a response every time I wrote to him. I read his books, and it seems like his motivation for becoming Prime Minister was genuinly because he wanted to serve this country, and apparently he was obsessed by politics from youth. I don't believe he really understood about the New World Order agenda, not at the beginning anyway. The people who make these horrible plans do them in such a clever, wordy, insiduous way that a person who is very busy would not have time to wade through all the literature.
Also, from this book it is apparent that there are some really good police, who are doing their best to stop child abuse.
I hope other people will have a look at this book, its not easy reading, its making me feel very upset and angry reading it, but the only way this horrible child abuse is going to stop is if we find out who these people are, and how they cover their tracks. These people are so crafty, and we have to be even more crafty. The chapter I found most disturbing of all is the one in which the author tries to make out that he has been covered by God, and that God is helping him win. The author tries to make out that people who complain about child porn are boring soul dead cretins, who hate sex, who cant get sex together in their own lives so they want to ban other people from having it. Everything is so twisted and its just so hard to read this book, but I am going to read it right through to the end.