Tuesday, 6 April 2021

Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

I have CPTSD, and I know many other child abuse/trafficking victims have this too.  It's been caused by decades of targeted harassment, which is what happens to anyone who is institutionally abused in the UK.

Many people do not understand about CPTSD. They think it is like mild depression,  something you can shake off easily, if you put your mind to it. In fact, it is brain damage, and it affects people in physical ways as well.

I rarely sleep through the night, not because my mind is ticking over everything and stressing over every little detail of everything, but because of the sheer agony my body is in some nights. Being harassed and persecuted for years and years has taken its toll.  I used to comfort eat and had Pica, I was literally eating myself. I used to eat and eat even when I wasn't hungry, and stuff myself with carbohydrate rich foods,bread, biscuits, and make myself sick. I piled on weight, my skin and hair look terrible in some of the photos taken a few years ago, I felt like death, I actually wanted to die, I lost my joy of living. I now have gallstones, and undiagnosed bowel problems which I suspect might be a tumour. I am in such agony sometimes and I've collapsed in the toilet and been sick. I have no access to a GP, because my GP is abusive and sent me to a DWP job coach instead of a specialist.

The pain is so cruel some days, and more often than not  at night, it makes me breathless, it's worse than the pain of giving birth. I have to employ the same techniques for coping with it, painkillers don't help, I have to use breathing techniques to "ride it out".  I've recently spent some money on some medicine and equipment, and I am thinking about buying a tens machine to help with coping with the pain. Going vegan in 2018 has reduced my weight,  and I'm shocked to see old photos of myself looking so ill. I thought I was dying in 2018. 


I'm very lucky to have some wonderful online friends, other child abuse victims, and people who are involved in holistic medicine. I am trying to heal my body and soul. 

I'm writing this because I want people to understand why I don't update this blog every day.  I did stop blogging for a while due to Stafford Police, who are a menace to society. Stafford Police have bullied me again and again over my blog, threatening me, trying to order me to close it down, which I will not be doing. 


I am trying to heal and would appreciate any prayers. 

Tuesday, 16 March 2021

I DO NOT LIKE BEING HOUNDED BY THE DWP


So I am going to start publishing evidence of the disgusting abuse i suffered as a child. My mother was tricked into signing me over to the disgusting creatures who abused me.

Thursday, 4 March 2021

THE DWP HAVE STARTED THEIR HOUNDING AGAIN

 I had a letter from them this morning. I feel sick inside, they know exactly what they're doing. 

It's like being punched black and blue, allowed to recover for a while then the punching starts again. 

I'm writing to them today. 

Tuesday, 22 September 2020

THE DWP FINALLY PAID MY PIP

I can hardly believe it. It's been so horrible, the massive fight to get my PIP back and finally I've got it and I can stop fighting. 

I can at last try to concentrate on trying to heal.  I've been so poorly,  so poorly. I thought I was dying two years ago, I was collapsing in agony. 

I'm trying so hard to cut out processed food but it's difficult but I need to, because my body has been virtually screaming at me. My little tree has given me so many beautiful apples this year. 

Thank you to everyone who supported me. 


Friday, 11 September 2020

I WANT MY MEASLEY PIP PITTANCE

 Wouldn't it be funny if the whole corrupt Agenda 21 scheme came crashing down like the Walls of Jericho, just because of a few snivelling nasty cruel spiteful corrupt individuals hounding a poor old women who was abused as a child and robbing the poor woman thinking that it would have no significant consequences?

The problem with people nowadays is they don't believe in fairy stories any more. C.S.Lewis the great Christian writer LOVED fairy stories. I do too. The best ones in my opinion are the ones with different feeble old women in them who turn out to be the magical pivot of the story.  My Lord Jesus Christ His life has been compared to a fairy story. 

Well, you should ALWAYS  be kind and NEVER EVER try to bully or rob or cheat old women just because you think noone is looking and that you can get away with it, SOMEONE is looking and there are ALWAYS consequences. 

I WANT MY PIP!


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MARSHALL, Alison Patricia

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BURKE, Trevor Michael

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, United Kingdom, WC1R 5BH

Role ACTIVEDirectorDate of birthOctober 1958Appointed on10 May 2011

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CAMERON, Allan Alexander

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DOBBIN, Clair Josephine

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HOLLOS, Reka

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, WC1R 5BH

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JONES, William Nicholas Emlyn

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, WC1R 5BH

Role ACTIVEDirectorDate of birthAugust 1972Appointed on22 March 2010

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KEITH, Hugo George

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, United Kingdom, WC1R 5BH

Role ACTIVEDirectorDate of birthFebruary 1967Appointed on10 May 2011

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LEWIS QC, James Thomas

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, WC1R 5BH

Role ACTIVEDirectorDate of birthFebruary 1958Appointed on25 March 2010

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MORRIS, Robert Edward

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Role ACTIVEDirectorDate of birthMay 1983Appointed on25 March 2010

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SCOTT, Rachel Katherine Louise, Dr

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, WC1R 5BH

Role ACTIVEDirectorDate of birthJanuary 1980Appointed on25 March 2010

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WILLIAMSON, Alisdair George James

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, United Kingdom, WC1R 5BH

Role ACTIVEDirectorDate of birthJanuary 1970Appointed on10 May 2011

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YEO, Nicholas

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, United Kingdom, WC1R 5BH

Role ACTIVEDirectorDate of birthDecember 1969Appointed on28 February 2013

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BATTEN QC, Stephen Duval

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, WC1R 5BH

Role RESIGNEDDirectorDate of birthApril 1945Appointed on25 March 2010Resigned on10 May 2011

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BRAAMSKAMP, Christine Jolanda

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, United Kingdom, WC1R 5BH

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DAVIES, Hugh Curry

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, WC1R 5BH

Role RESIGNEDDirectorDate of birthJanuary 1967Appointed on25 March 2010Resigned on10 May 2011

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LE FEVRE, Sarah Margaret

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, WC1R 5BH

Role RESIGNEDDirectorDate of birthAugust 1972Appointed on25 March 2010Resigned on10 May 2011

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WALSH QC, Stephen Paul

Correspondence address3 Raymond Buildings, Gray's Inn, London, WC1R 5BH

Role RESIGNEDDirectorDate of birthNovember 1960Appointed on25 March 2010Resigned on16 July 2010

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Registered office address76 Canterbury Road, Croydon, Surrey, United Kingdom, CR0 3HA

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DUKE, Michael

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Monday, 31 August 2020

I AM GOING TO SUE THE DWP

 I have no choice. I am going to sue the DWP.  They OBVIOUSLY have a vendetta against me with their disgusting treatment of me. I won my tribunal in June and they have no intention of paying me. I know they want me suicuded well it's not going to happen. You filthy scumbags are not going to spit on my grave like you've done to so many. 

Wednesday, 12 August 2020

CITIZENS ADVICE BUREAU

 I'm in shock can hardly type this but I need to as a record of this terrifying and wicked harassment. I've just had a phone call from the CAB and it's so obvious they have joined in this sledgehammer attack on myself, they are all trying so hard to push me into suicide, which Wolverhampton DWP have decided to wage on me. WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE SUCH RELENTLESS CRUEL HATRED?

DEAR LORD JESUS, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DELIVER ME OUT OF THE HANDS OF THESE MONSTERS.