Grief and prayer

So many sad and terrible things happen in this world. It leaves us broken and lost. Dear Lord Jesus, I'm praying for those who are hurting and the broken. Please bring peace and healing into broken hearts.

Another Capita assessment

Looks like I might be ending up in the Guinness book of records for having to have the most Capita assessments in one year. I hope this time it will be a PROPER assessment, done by someone who actually knows something about child trafficking/abuse ect and has plenty of time and patience,  because I can bend down to pick up a penny but I can't stop shaking when I have a fit, no doubt the assessment will leave me broken again, it's like picking a huge scab off the biggest wound possible.

I feel sick inside. My leg throbs, my heart is pounding and I feel like crying. Ah well, that's Britain today. I suppose a lot of people feel just as I do.

I wish Jesus would hurry back, I really do. So tired now.