I AM NOT SUICIDAL

I know my friends are worried about me, because of the bullying I have been recieving off the HAUT DE LA GARENNE MURDER FARCE BLOG, and having my email hacked into by GAZZA and ANDY.

I just want to reassure all my friends that I am not suicidal. I have been crying, and my skin conditions has flared up again, and I have been binging, but I certainly will not be doing anything to myself to harm myself on purpose. I skin my feet, but I don't know I am doing it, until they start bleeding, it's a stress reaction.

I am going to have a nice walk and feed the swans, and do a bit of watercolour painting. That freak show site run by those two malicious morons is not going to make me fall over the edge, and neither is the abusive barrage I am getting on YouTube, calling me a nutter all the time and maliciously telling me that I "Need help", a euphenism for "You are insane" from Greg Lance Watkins (THAT GREG) either. If THAT GREG sets the Court of Protection onto me as he did to Anne Greig, making out she was insane, as he is still maliciously doing, then everyone will know exactly what has happened.

I would like to be allowed to get on with my life and be happy - if I can be allowed to, which it does not seem to be the case, thanks to malicious bullies such as GAZZA, ANDY and THAT GREG.

Anyway, I just wanted everyone to realise I am ok, and not at all suicidal. After all, I do not want to risk the chance of anyone having the idea of murdering me, and then pretending that I did it myself, do I? Us child abuse survivors have to be very careful, we are hated by certain groups of very nasty people. I am a survivor and I will not be a victim statistic. I am a SURVIVOR!