GROUCHO CLUB COVER UP

I dont suppose anyone will be allowed to read this because I think my blog has been severely restricted. I am terrified. Being in this kind of prison, this bubble of isolation really is frightening. I have been thinking about the cover up of the Groucho Club and the persecution of Tyrone D Murphy. I urge anyone who knows nothing about the Groucho Club to research what has been going on there. Tyrone was persecuted for alerting the MET and the Child Online Protection Centre (CEOP) to a pdo ring using the Groucho Clubs online members forum. This is the kind of thing I was persecuted for when I was spying on certain online forums such as Milkboys. Tyrone D Murphy has been persecuted and silenced by sneaky devious means, and the MET and CEOP are up to their eyeballs in the stench of corruption. If anyone is able to read this, please research it, and tell people what is happening as much as you can. Tell your friends, your neighbours. Please never give up hope. We have really wicked people in authority who try to cover up the truth, it is like the days Jesus told us about, where we will be persecuted for telling the truth and for trying to protect the vulnerable. Please, please, never give up hope. Im telling myself that as much as im telling anyone else, I am really worn out. But somehow, we must keep going. Jesus is coming back soon and the wicked ones will be left behind.

SENATOR STUART SYVRET

Stuart Syvret is one of the kindest, most compassionate man I have ever known. Tears have sprung into my eyes as I am writing this. He laid down his own life to help us CSA victims. He gave us a voice, allowed us to post our grief of our smashed up childhood on his blog. Kier Starmer (why other people call that cowardly disgusting creep Sir is beyond me) was DPP when Stuart was arrested on daft data protection charges. We all knew the real reason why 9 coppers raided Stuarts home in a dawn fishing expedition raid and siezed his computer. It was because Stuart was so determined to help us victims of really disgusting crimes, to try to bring the gangsters who had trafficked us to justice and help us heal from our horrific childhood abuse, our trauma. STARMER WAS DPP WHEN STUART WAS ARRESTED. JIMMY SAVILE, TED HEATH, WILLIAM BRAMWELL (DIRTY OLD MAN) CYRIL SMITH AND MANY OTHERS HAD BEEN NAMED AS ABUSERS BY CSA VICTIMS ON STUARTS BLOG. I wont go into my own sufferings. Ive spoken out again and again and again what happened to me...and been persecuted for doing so. I havent bothered to watch Starmers exit speech outside number 10 Downing Street yesterday. Ive learned from others that he cried crocodile tears, without even watching I can confidently say any tears shed by that creep will be tears of self pity. I cant be rsed to watch any of it. His exit yesterday wasnt even a victory for me, though Im glad to see the wicked man gone. How in Gods name can we have a prime minister who not only covers up for child abusers, but simultaneously persecutes their victims? All I felt yesterday was numbness, because I am still being persecuted for being a victim of crime 50 years later. I STILL cannot access therapy. Im STILL being mistreated by mental health services. I STILL have unhealed trauma, and every day I wake up with grief in my heart. Every day I wake up with deep sorrow. My life was ruined by the abuse and the cover ups. I have grown too exhausted inside and too cynical to hope for anything to get better. I feel abandoned by God. Every day I ask "Where were you God? Why didnt you help us? Why did you abandon us?" Preston Davey, the abuse is sickening and never ending. Rapists STILL, TO THIS DAY, as I write this, can legally take their victims to court for child custody here in the UK. Starmer and his tears of self pity...he never shed a single tear for the abused and murdered. Stuart Syvret was destroyed by the mafia gangsters that call themselves the government for being a compassionate man. Stuart, if you ever get to read this...I know my blogs reach has been limited so its unlikely, but if youre there, I just want to thank you. I cant thank you enough for what you did for all of us "untouchables" , us CSA victims.

PRESTON DAVEY

I have been relentlessly persecuted for raising the alarm about fostering and adoption services in the UK. One man I have complained about is Colin Tucker, the ex Director of Child Services in Birmingham. This man should not be involved in child protection and ought to have been properly investigated by police years ago, due to numerous complaints made about him. I am shocked to see that he is corrently a director of Europes largest children's social care department, and also director of his own fostering agency. All I can say is that its not a bit surprising to me that baby Preston was given to those two monsters.

NAPAC

Im starting a new thread on NAPAC because I want to see if there is anyone out there that this charity has helped and supported in any way. This is the charity that victims of child abuse and trafficking are being referred to, and I have my doubts, based on my own personal experiences, that they are actually helping any victims of child abuse.

ESPECIALLY FOR SCANDALSON, STARMER, FALCONER AND THE REST, VENGENCE IS MINE, SAYS THE LORD, PSALM 37

Psalm 37 v 10

HACKED AGAIN

And its no coincidence that its happened just after I made a blog post. The PDOs are STILL attacking me and trying to silence me, disappear me. Its so ridiculous as I barely even have a whisper of a voice now. Its that grim cruel determination of tbose monsters that will be their downfall. I feel absolutely desolate at times. Really alone, and every effort to try to connect with other people gets knackered. Im trying to just keep going day by day. Trying to stay strong. I had a terrible day yesterday, ended up passed out in the rain, another gone wrong therapy session. Having to go to therapy sessions at the very same place where i waa abused as a child is not only ridiculous, its downright cruel. I feel utterly abandoned and desolate but theres something deep within my soul that is trying not to abandon myself. The survival instinct. We Pindown survivors have no legal redress, we do not have access to the law, I suppose what we are is modern day lepers. Its very strange times we are living in, when the entire country is basically being run by a PDO network. They are desperatly trying to cover it all up, and the way Starmer and co are being supported by the British Brainwashing Club is sickening and typical. The British Brainwashing Club did the same with Savile and Ted Heath, and with the Jersey and Staffordshire PDOs. They ALWAYS try to cover everything up and get their computer hack pals to attack survivo survivors too. The British Brainwashing Club is after all run by the ex rentboys "cushy jobs" club (as Spitting Image correctly described them), GCHQ. So there we are. And I hope people will understand why Im so wary of updating my blog. I have to deal with my email account being unusable once more.

Scandalson

I have been complaining about that devious creep for about 20 years. And of course Ive been through all the proper channels, police, parliament, noone wanted to know. He was a director of the NSPCC and my letter to the NSPCC concerning that is still somewhere on my blog. This blog has a limited outreach, we survivors and whistleblowers are being silenced on social media, my voice is barely even a whisper now. They hem us in, crush us, try to silence us, destroy us. Scandalson and Andy Pandy are being sacrificed for the rest of the gang...not that I will shed a single tear over them being made the fall guys. Theyre all in one big gang and the rest of us, us 99%ers, we arent in it. I wouldnt want to be in it. Keep walking in the light everyone. Keep your hearts pure and your hands clean. I made a video years ago, its still on Youtube, on my Realzoomy channel, called The Bully. Watch it, thats basically where we are right now. Everything is becoming as clear as day, and everyone is becoming unmasked. Jesus told us how it would be, he told a parable about the wheat and tares, at the end of time, the harvest time. The world as we know it is falling to bits, because LIGHT came into the world and now people are beginning to see. The wicked ones wanted to kill off most of us, to restrain, subdue, control the remnant. But God created us with freedom and love in our hearts. Some of us were abused as children. All of us have been decieved in one way or another. The main thing now, no matter what happened in the past is to stand firm, keep your hearts pure and your hands clean and keep speaking your truth as loud as you can. Dont give up hope, even if you feel crushed, because weve all come so far and survived some pretty dreadful things already. The battle we are in is an old old battle between angels and demons. Look after your health and well being as well as you can. Dont turn to drink, dont poison yourselves. Try to find healthy ways to destress instead. And keep networking, keep reaching out to people, be kind wherever you can, but protect your energy, dont let anyone treat you as a doormat. We can and will get through this. Keep the faith.

THE LAST GASP OF A DYING CIVILISATION

I think anyone with a few brain cells can see that our society is falling apart. All our systems of organisation have been corrupted. Parliament, police, medical services, the food industry, even the spiritual groups. As a knackered up old child abuse survivor/targeted individual struggling with CPTSD I feel almost powerless, and despairing. But I refuse to give up hope. Please, if you can only do one thing, please try to keep healthy. Choose proper food for instance, if possible grow your own, even if its only a few runner beans and some lettuice. It all helps. Try to stay strong, because THEY want us weak, THEY want us dead. Get out into the fresh air and the quiet blessed places whenever you can. Especially if you are fortunate to live near the sea or waterways. Theres something deeply healing about the natural waterways, the breaking of waves upon the shore, the gurgling of a stream. Its soothing to the soul. Our time will come. Like that beautiful song, Somewhere, in West Side Story, theres a place for us. I REFUSE TO GIVE UP HOPE.

Barrich-9 has hacked me

Someone calling themselves Barrich-9 has hacked me. I do not know who this person is but i suspect he is one of the child trafficking gangsters who has been stalking me on Twitter

SUSPENDED FROM TWITTER (I WILL NOT CALL IT X)

Well, thats another social media platform I have been silenced on. Suspended, with no explanation as to why. No reason given. The only reason I can think of is that Twitter is being run by people who do not want anyone talking about the forbidden subject, which is child trafficking. We trafficking survivors are being chucked off social media platforms. And I am no longer recieving comments on this blog. I have no idea if anyone is able to read my posts any more as Google has also blacklisted my account. Im not going to fret about it. God has told me not to let it worry me. Ive spoken my truth for decades and will continue to speak out whenever I can. And my persecutors will be brought to justice.

MY TWITTER ACCOUNT IS DOWN

I've taken another hit on social media, this time Twitter. Ive already had the honour of being booted off Facebook many years ago, and of course this Google blog site is also punishing me for talking about the Forbidden Topic, which is institutional child trafficking. I dont know if anyone here follows me on Twitter, and I don't know if I will regain access to my account. To say Im fed up with this nonsense is an understatement.

I'm sorry for not checking in more often

This is the message that is coming up on my blog. I can only presume that the child trafficking gangsters have complained about my blog and that Google have chosen to shield them. Im not ashamed of anything i have posted on this blog, but ive had to stop comments automatically going through because i cant always verify the truth of some of them, and i have to protect myself from libel accusations. I hope people will understand that. Anyway, Google have made this blog difficult to use. I can no longer write paragraphs, post links and photos. But ill try to check in more often. This is what Google have posted on my blog. This post was put behind a warning for readers because it contains sensitive content as outlined in Blogger’s community guidelines.

Shout out to all child abuse survivors

I just want to explain here that the reason I dont post much on my anti child abuse blog very often these days is because of persecution. The police made my life a misery, and I just didnt have enough support to keep going. So I have had to focus on myself, my own healing, and let others take the front line. I will always check in from time to time, and do the occasional post if I think theres something important that other people arent picking up on. We who were abused are all heros every time we get through another day. Our very presence is a challenge to the evil of child abuse and trafficking. My life has been so painful, and I know I havent suffered alone, because the sick culture we live in attacks child abuse victims and protects the abusers, so there are many of us who have suffered reabuse and trauma. But our voices are collectivly getting louder and stronger. So please, if you are an abuse survivor reading this, be proud of who you are, and of your strength. One day all this will end, and everybody will know how courageous we have been.

David Camerons Grandfather

Donald Ewen Cameron was David Cameron's grandfather. Allen Welsh Dulles was the Director of Central Intelligence who authorised the MKUltra torture program that Donald Ewen Cameron ran between 1957 to 1961. The Pindown child trafficking/sensory deprivation torture program was part of the MKUltra program. In 2002 David Cameron headed a select committee investigation into child abuse in childrens homes in the UK, and that invesigation invited some very dubious and cunning individuals to effectively lobby to stop what they called "Police Trawling" but was actually blocking the police forces all around the UK from properly investigating child abuse/trafficking/torture in childrens homes. Can you all see what they did? I am a very brave woman, I have been telling the truth all this time. I hope people will wake up.

FOR MY OWN PROTECTION

I have just contacted Staffordshire Victim Gateway, and had a very angry conversation with a woman, I presume a policewoman, who took my call. She was very rude, dismissing and patronising to me. She had no clue what services the organisation she worked for offered, and didnt even have a copy of the Victim Gateway leaflet. She did tell me that the service was run by the police. The reason I am making this post is that I know full well, from bitter experience, that the police will probably turn up once more on my doorstep, to harass me. This has been going on for years. To Anonymous Anonymous said... i keep checking in but you dont write like you used to it gave us so much comfort knowing we were not the only ones you had so much love and support i hope you still have it x 31 January 2024 at 00:24 I am so sorry. I am just trying to keep safe. Staffordshire Police have repeatedly threatened me over this blog. I try to stay on social media groups, so that any police harassment is witnessed, I feel safer in a group.

Why I dont blog as much as I used to

I have recieved this notice from Blogger: " This post was put behind a warning for readers because it contains sensitive content as outlined in Blogger’s community guidelines. " I know my voice, and the voices of all whistleblowers/abuse victims/truthtellers and particularly people who love God and hate evil, we are being silenced. Our world is overruled by dark forces at the moment. The World Economic Forum, the big money men, the whole dark twisted satanic mess. We all see it now, and feel powerless against such a monster. But Satan was defeated 2000 years ago, by Love. Jesus died and rose again. I made this video in 2010, and to me, its the most important video I have made. I felt divinely guided to make this video. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BTwXe-elqB4&pp=ygUTcmVhbHpvb215IHRoZSBidWxseQ%3D%3D I dont have a lot left to say that I havent already said. Jesus will return, just as he promised 2000 years ago, I have not a shred of doubt that he will keep his promise. The world is going the way he said it would, godless mankind, people thinking they can hurt others because there are no consequences, they assume God doesnt exist because they get away with all kinds of evil and they dont realise that its Gods love and long suffering that holds back his hand. Just like a loving parent, reluctant to punish the child they love. All the sheep went astray, and I include myself, we've all done wrong, we all need salvation. Ive been a coward, Im not going to beat myself up about it, but I was frightened, terrified, and it paralysed me, I could have done more, but in a way, I couldn't, as Im a frail human being. I couldn't do what Jesus did, noone could. I recognise my own limits, my own frailty. He said that our faith would save us, and he wasnt lying. He told us to love one another, and pray for one another. I understand now why he told us to pray for our enemies. God doesnt want any soul to be lost. I believe that God answers prayers, and so we should be very careful what we pray for. Make sure that what we pray for, what we ask for is really truly what we actually want. The wicked think they want us with faith and morals obliterated, we stand in tbe way of their New World Order agenda. I believe God will answer even their prayers, but they wont like it when they get it, just like when a child asks for some highly advertised plastic toy and when they finally get it they are disappointed, it doesnt come up to their expectations. God sees us as children.

Twitter is trying to censor the Holy Spirit

Just getting ridiculous now. Its probably best to go with the flow, watch the international playboys knock each other to bits. The one thing none of these psychopathic greedy corrupt overpaid money worshipping control freaks can do is to control the Holy Spirit. Nebuchadnezzar's dream, we are witnessing the Rock smashing the foot of iron and clay. An extraordinary time to be alive. Have you ever known such a time of revelations? I have witnessed 6 decades, but my life is just a tiny breath compared to the eternity of God. And I have seen both the wickedness of man and the love and courage and faithfulness. I have witnessed both sides of the spectrum and I have made my choice of which side I want to spend eternity. A period of silence in Heaven was prophesied. Theres really nothing to worry about, though the world seems to be gone completely insane. The eye of the storm is the quietest place. God is with his Beloved. Keep strong, keep loving, keep the faith. 🙏

CONTINUED HARRASSMENT AND SERIOUS DEPRESSION

I dont blog much now. I am seriously depressed and really really struggling. I am still being targeted by the evil ones. I cant say their names, but in a way theyve done me a massive favour, as theyve pushed me into taking action and Ive contacted a lawyer. My life has been ruined. I am too afraid to go anywhere these days because of the stalking. They just will not leave me alone. Im so sorry I cant help anyone else right now. Please pray for me. Please pray that I get justice at last, and closure.

Curtis Media and Derek Gibson

Yesterday I was locked out of this blog, after I commented on Curtis Medias YouTube channel. Curtis has been arrested after making some enquiries about a woman, whose name I will not mention but has been blasted in mainstream news recently, who was reported as drowned by suicide in a river near a static caravan site. Curtis was suspicious about the police investigation, and the verdict of suicide. He was arrested after a heavy terrorist style police raid on his grandparents home in the early hours and is now on bail. I wont say anything else about him here for legal reasons, but I will say that I am praying for him and that I hope his elderly grandparents recover from the trauma and manage to find a lawyer willing to help them sue the police for substantial damages. I was locked out of my blog yesterday, and I am not sure if that was the reason, or if it was because I posted about Derek (Liar) Gibson, or both. I am not going to speculate. Either way, its yet another violat of my right to free speech.

DEREK GIBSON

Leave me alone. You and your Derby Police pals, you stop harassing me. Have none of you any shame?