BRIAN GERRISH WHAT IS YOUR AGENDA?

Yesterday, I received this comment on one of my blogposts. I decided not to publish it straight away, as I have had my social networking messed around with to such an extent that I wanted to contact Brian Gerrish before posting this.

"Roger Hayes stood up on stage at the end of Sunday 23 October Child Stealing Conference and invited everyone to the next British Constitution Group Conference in London on 5th November to hear the about the Lien process that they were using and to offer their help. http://www.thebcgroup.org.uk/video/commercial-liens The UK Column Newspaper need your information and evidence , the more evidence they have the more it can be exposed for what it is CHILD ABUSE/CHILD TRAFFICKING these are their details Call 01752 - 478050 ask to speak to Pat or Brian (if you are lucky enough to get him )You can also email Pat who is absolutely wonderful at childstealingbythestate@ukcolumn.org or Brian@ukcolumn.org Post a letter address to Brian Gerrish / Pat Johnston The UK COLUMN The Annexe, Scott Lodge , Scott Road , Plymouth PL2 3DU "

Now, I have a problem with Brian Gerrish. I do not really understand what his agenda is.

He claims to care about stopping institutional child abuse, and that all sounds fine and dandy, as that is also something I want to stop.

Brian Gerrish is well aware that I am one of the Staffordshire Pindown child abuse survivors. He knows that 40 years ago I was taken into "care" for behavioural problems, due to my being abused by a family member, I was locking myself in a room and screaming, and playing truant, running away ect, so I was put into Chadswell Assessment Centre, where children were being "looked after" by some very dubious people. Children were being raped at that place. I was not sexually assaulted myself whilst I was there, but I was physically attacked by the man in charge, for weeping in the night, he came in and dragged the bedcovers off me and hit me in the face, so I hit him back, and he dragged me out of bed, got other people to help him, there was a big scuffle and they locked me in a cell, and kept me there for I don't know how long, because they kept the lights on all day and night, so I got disorientated. I was then drugged with Valium and taken to St Georges Psychiatric Hospital, and left there for almost a year, on a mixed sex adult ward - which hardly seems a suitable place for a 14 year old child abuse victim!

Brian Gerrish has some of my documents concerning this - he has them because I trusted him and gave them to him. Wether I have been foolish to trust him, I'm not sure yet.

I gave these papers to him, because he asked all us who were abused by the state to do so, so that he could stop further institutional abuse. But Brian Gerrish and his team have treated me in such a strange - I would say creepy way, that I am making this blog post and Brian Gerrish, who has been given my telephone number on at least 3 occasions, has my home postal address, has my email address, my Facebook address, my Youtube address and knows where my blog is, can get in touch with me, and explain to me why he and his team have treated me in such a weird way, should he choose to do so, and he will; find me more than willing to listen to any explanation he has to give.

A few months ago, I told Brian Gerrish all about the vile treatment I received from John Hemming and his friends, Paul Randle Jolliffe, Ian Josephs, Nigel Oldfield and co, on the Mothers for Justice forum, where I had been posting the source of two non scientifically approved syndromes which are being used in the secret family courts all over the UK, PARENTAL ALIENATION SYNDROME (PAS) and FALSE MEMORY SYNDROME (FMS) I discovered that these syndromes were invented by two American paedophiles, Richard Gardner and Ralph Underwager. As many of the women on the Mothers for Justice forum, myself included, were being falsely labelled as suffering from PAS, I was posting information about the background of PAS and the False Memory Syndrome Foundation, and quotations from both these men, in which they clearly advocated paedophilia as a lifestyle choice. I was shocked at the response I got on the forum. I was called all sorts of horrible names, a nutter, a broken record, a lesbian, a man hater, Zoomfreak, ect ect ect, and the people who were calling me these bad names turned out to be members of Fathers Rights organisations, all known to John Hemming, and John Hemming witnessed me being thus abused for TWO YEARS and said not a single word or lifted a finger to stop the abuse of myself.

These men also wormed their way onto the Admin, by offering to help run the site - as they have done with other grass roots anti abuse sites. They ended up throwing me off the site, for being "a broken record" and "a religious bigot", but when the lady who set up the site - who has had 5 computers hacked and made unusable - found out, she reinstated me and read the riot act to all of them and most of them slunk off, though some changed their identities and crept back on, to create more subversive mischief.

Any decent man would have not allowed a victim of child abuse like myself to be treated in such a despicable way. I also found out that John Hemming is friendly pally with Oliver Cyriax. Oliver Cyriax is the computer expert who defended the Operation Ore "Orees", one of whom is Nigel Oldfield, the convicted paedophile who ran a paedophile forum from his jail cell, while he was serving a prison sentence for paedophilia! He also did an interview on Newsnight, trying to justify overweight creeps like himself having sexual relationships with children.

I told Brian what had happened, because I knew Hemming and his friends were smarming round Brian.

Brian Gerrish had a conference in Stoke on Trent, and he asked us to bring a short summery of what had happened to us, plus some proof in the shape of documentation. But I heard a rumour on Facebook the night before the conference that John Hemming was going to attend, and I was furious, as might be expected given the disgusting way I had been treated by him and his friends.

Imagine my shock and disgust to see Hemming not only was there, but with the full approval of Brian Gerrish! I was late getting to the Conference, as I went by train, and Hemming was in full flow when I arrived, Brian sitting on the stage to the left of him. I walked to the front and just stood there for about a Minuit, in disgust. Someone tried to grab me, to force me to sit down, and I stood my ground and the pair of them a good piece of my mind, which was all caught on camera, though the UK Forum has decided to edit some of what was said out.

Brian started bleating something about "This is typical, this is why the groups cant work with each other", and Hemming stood with a nauseating smirk on his mug, which its a pity his poor long suffering wife didn't knock that off with her rolling pin a few years ago. Brian told me to sit down, and I told him I certainly would not sit down and that I felt betrayed by him.

I stormed out, followed by a lady called Pat, and a man, I cant remember his name, a biggish man, soft spoken with a bit of a beard, and she explained to me that Brian didn't like Hemming either, and that Hemming had only been invited in order to trick him, to make him fall into a hole. So I decided to trust Brian, though I did say he should have told me what his plan was. So I handed in my summery and documents, and also a generous donation to fund Brian Gerrish's work - which I assumed at that time to be to stop institutional child abuse.

Now I have not heard a peep from Brian Gerrish or any of his team. So yesterday when I received the comment I posted above, I decided to contact him, so I phoned the number and the man I spoke to was called MIKE. (I should have asked his surname) I told him I was Zoompad - and Mike did not seem over enthusiastic about that, he said he had met me before, at conferences, but I could not remember him, unless it was the man at the conference who was with Pat, but I could not remember what his name was. I asked for Brian, was told Brian was in Stafford. I was so surprised, and said that as I lived near Stafford perhaps we could meet up, and asked whereabouts in Stafford? Mike said he didnt know. It is at that point that the telephone conversation descended into farce. Mike said "I cant hear you any more, I am going to have to put the phone down", but as he was saying it, I shouted WAIT! WAIT! and I distinctly heard him hesitate - he heard me, he hesitated, and then he repeated it again, and the phone went dead. Now why would a man pretend to not hear someone and put the phone down?

I am posting this onto my blog, and inviting Brian Gerrish to respond to this post. I would appreciate it if anyone who knows Brian Gerrish would alert him to this blog post, so that we can sort out this confusion. I shouldn't be being treated like this, I am straight with people and expect them to be straightforward with me. I would like to know, what was Brian Gerrish doing in Stafford yesterday, was it anything at all to do with the Stoke conference? What is he doing with the paperwork I entrusted to him? Why did he not contact me to explain to me about the reason he had invited John Hemming, when it was clear how upset I was? Who is "Mike" and why did he try to play mind games with me, by pretending not to hear me over the telephone yesterday? Who is "The Welsh Messenger"?

I would like some answers now please.