I WONT EVER GO ON IAN EVANS BLOG EVER EVER AGAIN, AND I WONT EVER BE STUPID ENOUGH TO LEAVE ANY KIND MESSAGE ON IT, BECAUSE HE JUST WONT PUBLISH ANYTHING KIND THAT I SAY ANYWAY, AND HE WILL ONLY LIBEL ME AGAIN AND TELL EVERYONE ELSE THAT I AM A TROLL.
AND HE STILL HASN'T EXPLAINED ABOUT THE BRAIN CLARE TRAFALGAR SQUARE FIASCO, WHEN BRIAN CLAIR MAGICALLY KNEW EXACTLY WHO I WAS AND WHERE I WAS STANDING, HOW AMAZING WAS THAT CONSIDERING I HAD NEVER MET EITHER OF THEM BEFORE!
I WOULD LIKE THAT MAGIC TRICK EXPLAINED TO ME, AND I'D ALSO LIKE TO KNOW WHY BRIAN CLAIR ASKED ME TO COMMIT PERJURY BY SAYING IN COURT THAT I KNEW WHO HE WAS WHEN I DONT, AND WHY HE ASKED OTHER WOMEN ON FACEBOOK TO DO THE SAME WHEN THEY DIDNT KNOW HIM FROM ADAM EITHER!
I don't know if he's even getting the letters I've sent him (5 so far) or if they are falling into the hands of wicked people instead.
God you feel like you are about a zillion light years away from me, I feel abandoned by you, I feel like a lost child.
What is the point in struggling any more? You seem to let the very worst people do their very worst and get away with it over and over again.
I have been virtually screaming about Pindown for 40 years now, and whats to show for it - THE CHILD ABUSE IS MUCH WORSE NOW THAN WHEN I WAS A PRISONER AT CHADSWELL ASSESSMENT CENTRE 40 YEARS AGO! Where has all my campaigning research and screaming got me? Nowhere it seems. Just a sore throat and an ache in my heart.
I might as well spend the rest of my life doing nice things. Its a waste of time me trying to tell other people about Pindown abuse, everyone knows about it already, the wicked ones know, the abused know, the whole world knows, the decent ones cant do anything about it, God has given the authority to a few really wicked people, Stuart always said "THE GOVERNMENT YOU DESERVE", he's right, we do deserve this horrible government, we were stupid enough to fall for their lies over and over, I have been stupid, I believed people when I shouldn't have, I trusted people, took them at their word, YOU CANT TRUST HARDLY ANYONE IN THESE EVIL TIMES!
THERE IS A RUDDY GREAT HOLE WHERE MY HEART SHOULD BE, BROKEN BROKEN BROKEN, BLEEDING FOR THIS COUNTRY THAT ALLOWS PAEDOPHILES AND MURDERERS TO RUN RIOT AND PUTS CHILD ABUSE VICTIMS AND WHISTLEBLOWERS IN JAIL AND MURDERS THE VERY BEST.
GOD, JESUS, WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ARE YOU SO FAR AWAY?
HOW CAN YOU LOOK AT THIS EARTH AND SEE THE WICKED THINGS GOING ON DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY AND NOT STOP IT?
THEY CRUCIFIED YOU AND THEY CRUCIFY US AS WELL AND IT HURTS!
We're supposed to be martyred. I expect things will get worse, then they'll introduce capital punishment for dissenters (ie non-apostate Christians).
Revelation 20:4
4 And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.
Sorry not to have better news, but I expect the worst, while hoping for the best.
Not like this, if I'm to be marytered for my faith I want it done in front of a big audience, so everyone can see whats being done.
I have told God I dont want to be martyred, so if God does make me be a martyr I will be an unwilling one, and I dont think God wants any unwilling martyrs.
I still have faith in God and I believe he answers prayers. I pray that I wont be a martyr, that he will save me.
Anyway, the scum bags have just exposed themselves. Only 3 people knew about that Rough Diamond quote, and lo and behold, up it pops on Rico Sordas blog!
"Hess died on 17 August 1987 at the age of 93 in a summer house that had been set up in the prison garden as a reading room. He took an extension cord from one of the lamps, strung it over a window latch, and hanged himself."
I don't believe it was suicide.
I just hope Stuart Syvret is ok, but I feel so very angry with him, for being so pig head stupid, for being so pig head blind, I told him again and again and again not to trust the Hemming gang, I TOLD him and I told Rico too what they did to me, he wouldn't listen, preferred to listen to lies about me than the truth about Hemming.
He should never have gone to prison even once, let alone 3 times!
I feel exactly as I did 40 years ago, when no-one would listen to me about the abuse, NOTHING HAS CHANGED, dismissed as a nutter then and dismissed as a nutter now as well.
They've made me ill. They have relentlessly stalked me on all my social networking, they've even stalked me in councelling as well.
I feel like the Sandra Bullock character in Gravity, at the start, everything spinning all around, very frightening, I feel like I am living in an alien world, just keep asking WHERE ARE YOU GOD?
When i was a secretary at the BBC rumours were rife about sex perversion and Michael Barrymore, and i am asahemed to say i stood up for him and said no way would michael go to parties where young boys were paraded to homosexuals, how wrong i was and i am sorry. PS dont use the word gay, its a jewish word and suggests homosexual abuse of boys is normal and it is not
Thankyou for writing to stuart, i tried once and did not bother again. My husbang got several wierd letters froma homosexual admire lst year calling himself suckit quik there really are some pervs out there
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I WONT EVER GO ON IAN EVANS BLOG EVER EVER AGAIN, AND I WONT EVER BE STUPID ENOUGH TO LEAVE ANY KIND MESSAGE ON IT, BECAUSE HE JUST WONT PUBLISH ANYTHING KIND THAT I SAY ANYWAY, AND HE WILL ONLY LIBEL ME AGAIN AND TELL EVERYONE ELSE THAT I AM A TROLL.
SO THERE IS NO POINT.
AND HE STILL HASN'T EXPLAINED ABOUT THE BRAIN CLARE TRAFALGAR SQUARE FIASCO, WHEN BRIAN CLAIR MAGICALLY KNEW EXACTLY WHO I WAS AND WHERE I WAS STANDING, HOW AMAZING WAS THAT CONSIDERING I HAD NEVER MET EITHER OF THEM BEFORE!
I WOULD LIKE THAT MAGIC TRICK EXPLAINED TO ME, AND I'D ALSO LIKE TO KNOW WHY BRIAN CLAIR ASKED ME TO COMMIT PERJURY BY SAYING IN COURT THAT I KNEW WHO HE WAS WHEN I DONT, AND WHY HE ASKED OTHER WOMEN ON FACEBOOK TO DO THE SAME WHEN THEY DIDNT KNOW HIM FROM ADAM EITHER!
I might as well give up then.
Thats it, kaput.
No news about Stuart, what the heck is going on.
I don't know if he's even getting the letters I've sent him (5 so far) or if they are falling into the hands of wicked people instead.
God you feel like you are about a zillion light years away from me, I feel abandoned by you, I feel like a lost child.
What is the point in struggling any more? You seem to let the very worst people do their very worst and get away with it over and over again.
I have been virtually screaming about Pindown for 40 years now, and whats to show for it - THE CHILD ABUSE IS MUCH WORSE NOW THAN WHEN I WAS A PRISONER AT CHADSWELL ASSESSMENT CENTRE 40 YEARS AGO! Where has all my campaigning research and screaming got me? Nowhere it seems. Just a sore throat and an ache in my heart.
I might as well spend the rest of my life doing nice things. Its a waste of time me trying to tell other people about Pindown abuse, everyone knows about it already, the wicked ones know, the abused know, the whole world knows, the decent ones cant do anything about it, God has given the authority to a few really wicked people, Stuart always said "THE GOVERNMENT YOU DESERVE", he's right, we do deserve this horrible government, we were stupid enough to fall for their lies over and over, I have been stupid, I believed people when I shouldn't have, I trusted people, took them at their word, YOU CANT TRUST HARDLY ANYONE IN THESE EVIL TIMES!
THERE IS A RUDDY GREAT HOLE WHERE MY HEART SHOULD BE, BROKEN BROKEN BROKEN, BLEEDING FOR THIS COUNTRY THAT ALLOWS PAEDOPHILES AND MURDERERS TO RUN RIOT AND PUTS CHILD ABUSE VICTIMS AND WHISTLEBLOWERS IN JAIL AND MURDERS THE VERY BEST.
GOD, JESUS, WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ARE YOU SO FAR AWAY?
HOW CAN YOU LOOK AT THIS EARTH AND SEE THE WICKED THINGS GOING ON DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY AND NOT STOP IT?
THEY CRUCIFIED YOU AND THEY CRUCIFY US AS WELL AND IT HURTS!
We're supposed to be martyred. I expect things will get worse, then they'll introduce capital punishment for dissenters (ie non-apostate Christians).
Revelation 20:4
4 And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.
Sorry not to have better news, but I expect the worst, while hoping for the best.
"We're supposed to be martyred"
Not like this, if I'm to be marytered for my faith I want it done in front of a big audience, so everyone can see whats being done.
I have told God I dont want to be martyred, so if God does make me be a martyr I will be an unwilling one, and I dont think God wants any unwilling martyrs.
I still have faith in God and I believe he answers prayers. I pray that I wont be a martyr, that he will save me.
Anyway, the scum bags have just exposed themselves. Only 3 people knew about that Rough Diamond quote, and lo and behold, up it pops on Rico Sordas blog!
So now I know.
And STILL not even a whisper of news about how Stuart Syvret is.
Not one whisper.
Why?
Same thing happened to Robert Green.
Same gangsters involved in that cover up as well.
Rough Diamonds? I don't think so.
I never did like diamonds anyhow.
I am shattered. I need a rest from this.
Just feel so betrayed.
I just wish he'd hurry up and do it, and save any more innocent people and whistleblowers from getting murdered and children from being abused.
"Hess died on 17 August 1987 at the age of 93 in a summer house that had been set up in the prison garden as a reading room. He took an extension cord from one of the lamps, strung it over a window latch, and hanged himself."
I don't believe it was suicide.
I just hope Stuart Syvret is ok, but I feel so very angry with him, for being so pig head stupid, for being so pig head blind, I told him again and again and again not to trust the Hemming gang, I TOLD him and I told Rico too what they did to me, he wouldn't listen, preferred to listen to lies about me than the truth about Hemming.
He should never have gone to prison even once, let alone 3 times!
I feel exactly as I did 40 years ago, when no-one would listen to me about the abuse, NOTHING HAS CHANGED, dismissed as a nutter then and dismissed as a nutter now as well.
They've made me ill. They have relentlessly stalked me on all my social networking, they've even stalked me in councelling as well.
I feel like the Sandra Bullock character in Gravity, at the start, everything spinning all around, very frightening, I feel like I am living in an alien world, just keep asking WHERE ARE YOU GOD?
All I can do is pray for Stuart, what else can I do now?
I won't write any more letters to him, I won't give those thieving Godhating devils any more opportunity to laugh at my expense.
When i was a secretary at the BBC rumours were rife about sex perversion and Michael Barrymore,
and i am asahemed to say i stood up for him and said no way would michael go to parties where young boys were paraded to homosexuals,
how wrong i was and i am sorry.
PS dont use the word gay, its a jewish word and suggests homosexual abuse of boys is normal and it is not
Sorry, please dont mind me using the word gay, I know what you mean but I only do it for quickness, I dont have unlimited time to spend on this blog
Thankyou for writing to stuart, i tried once and did not bother again.
My husbang got several wierd letters froma homosexual admire lst year calling himself
suckit quik
there really are some pervs out there
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