They all know how that terrible place is a trigger to me. They are deliberatly trying to push me over the edge so that they can come and get me. I AM scared, but I am not going to allow them to get away with anything at all now without it being in front of an audience. They can do what they like to me, but they will have a big crowd of people witnessing it, just like they did with Maureen Spalek and Ian Tomlinson and Stuart Syvret. No more hiding in little dark corners.
Incidentally, I want to stress this - just in case - I AM NOT SUICIDAL. Just thought I had better mention that, as I have had that accusation levelled at me before, by a certain Cafcass lady who decided to set the Social Services onto me, and was extremly dissapointed when a very honest and decent man called John Hanlon (may God bless you sir) dealt with the call out, instead of the crooked one she had got lined up to fix me up! I KNOW ALL THEIR BLOODY GAMES AND TRICKS NOW!