I went to see my GP yesterday, and told her how I am feeling.
I am giving that GP surgery one last chance to put things right. I haven't forgotten what was done with my medical records.
I told her that I want to feel well and happy.
I am now waiting to see what will happen. What I hope will happen is that I will, at long last, be treated with respect and courtesy, and not be subjected to yet more psychological abuse, but be given the means to be well and happy. I was very specific in what I asked for, which was simply for a PROPERLY QUALIFIED AND APPROPRIATE doctor to assess me to see if I have the condition that I strongly suspect I have. I do NOT NOT NOT want to see any more stitch up artists like Joanna Simpson Blake or that bloody Trevor!!!
If I finally get the help that I should have been given in the first place, it will be good, but if I end up getting stitched up and hounded again I will carry on fighting like 3000 tigers, as I have had to for all my life.