Monday, 17 January 2011
YOU JUST GET MORE ABUSE FOR TELLING
Child abuse victims are always told to speak out and tell someone about the abuse. But as things are at the moment, to do so will only earn you an even bigger kicking.
I made this video about 4 years ago. At the time I was being terrorised in the secret family courts, which is why I made it. I was repeatedly told that if I committed "contempt of court" I would be sent to prison. Often I would be threatened in front of the man who raped and molested me. I turned into a trembling wreck, was not eating properly and sleeping very little, eventually I became so run down that I got very ill, and landed in hospital with pneumonia. You would have thought that this might have prompted some sympathy from my pe rsecutors, but no. I was hounded even as I lay in my hospital bed coughing and vomiting until there was mothing left in my stomach, and I thought I was going to die. Praise the Lord, I recovered.
I will never forget the appalling way I was treated. I have forgiven many of the people who did these vile things to me, one of the people involved actually gave me a hug. I've forgiven the judges who allowed me to be treated in this dispicable way, and even the man who raped and tormented me. There are four people I just cannot find it in my heart to forgive, two of them are in the legal profession, one of them is in the House of Lords and one of them is a Labour Party politician. All of them were so black hearted that they persecuted and hounded a person who had never done any of them any harm at all until she almost fell off the edge. I do not know if I will ever be able to forgive any of these four people, or if any of these four people will ever repent of what they did.