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Monday, 17 January 2011

YOU JUST GET MORE ABUSE FOR TELLING



Child abuse victims are always told to speak out and tell someone about the abuse. But as things are at the moment, to do so will only earn you an even bigger kicking.

I made this video about 4 years ago. At the time I was being terrorised in the secret family courts, which is why I made it. I was repeatedly told that if I committed "contempt of court" I would be sent to prison. Often I would be threatened in front of the man who raped and molested me. I turned into a trembling wreck, was not eating properly and sleeping very little, eventually I became so run down that I got very ill, and landed in hospital with pneumonia. You would have thought that this might have prompted some sympathy from my pe rsecutors, but no. I was hounded even as I lay in my hospital bed coughing and vomiting until there was mothing left in my stomach, and I thought I was going to die. Praise the Lord, I recovered.

I will never forget the appalling way I was treated. I have forgiven many of the people who did these vile things to me, one of the people involved actually gave me a hug. I've forgiven the judges who allowed me to be treated in this dispicable way, and even the man who raped and tormented me. There are four people I just cannot find it in my heart to forgive, two of them are in the legal profession, one of them is in the House of Lords and one of them is a Labour Party politician. All of them were so black hearted that they persecuted and hounded a person who had never done any of them any harm at all until she almost fell off the edge. I do not know if I will ever be able to forgive any of these four people, or if any of these four people will ever repent of what they did.

9 comments:

Zoompad said...

At least the man who molested me did it for a valid reason. That politicion, Lord and 2 lawyers,they didn't even have any reason, apart from money. How can you make a woman who already has gone through so much be reduced into a trembling shrieking wreck, as they did to me? They hurt me so much that I got really ill. They were so vile, they treated me as if I was the worst sort of criminal. At one point they had me lying on the floor at Stafford Court, begging them "Please don't bully me", my boyfriend said to them, "Can you leave her alone, look what you are doing to her", and they stopped for half an hour, but then they started on me all over again, THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY OWN LEGAL TEAM! They were told to do it. Thats no9 excuse though. It was no excuse for the Nazis and its no excuse for them either.

Zoompad said...

Another time they had me so upset, with their bullying, MY OWN LEGAL TEAM, that my legs turned to jelly and I was on the floor, again at6 Stafford Court, and they kept shouting "GET UP" and they called the hospital and two paramedics came, a young lad and an older man, and the paramedics went to see the Judge, and they came back and Jane Buckley told me that if I didn't get up and get into the court to be cross examined by the man who raped me they would inject me and cart me off to St Georges Psychiatric Hospital. But my friend came and she put my mp3 player in my ear to calm me down. That was the day the rapist had to apologise to me twice for what he did. But the judge expectefd me to just get over it. After they had just done all that to me, HOW THE FCUK CAN I?

Zoompad said...

They were trying and trying and trying to wear me down, and I don't know how ever I got through that dreadful time, except that the Lord must have been looking after me. And I have no idea why I had to go through all that horrible traumatic bullying, except perhaps maybe the Lord knew I would be strong enough, so that I could help other people who have been treated the same way. I didnt know that at the time, but now I know that lots of people have been treated in exactly the same vile way by legal fraudsters. It is legal abuse, to treat someone like that, to deliberatly try to smash them up. Stuart Syvret is getting the same kind of treatment, it makes people ill, it is a really wicked terrible thing to do to another human being.

Zoompad said...

I have been offered ZERO support, absolutly nothing at all, if I were a paedophile I would be offered councelling, but because I am a Pindown?secret family court survivor noone wants to know.

HOW THE BLOODY HELL CAN THIS BE RIGHT?

Zoompad said...

Sometimes I burst into tears for no apparent reason and people who do not know me do not know why I am crying. Sometimes I wake up sweating and terrified, and my head feels like one big scream. Sometimes I cannot remember where I am, because I have gone into a trance, and people wave their hands in front of my face to bring me back. My loved ones are so supportive, how fortunate I am in that respect, as I know some people who have been through all this shit have no-one. THIS IS WHAT THEY DO TO PEOPLE AND IT IS CALLED PTSD, THOSE GREEDY SELFISH @£&*")S HAVE DAMAGED MY BRAIN!

And that is why I cannot forgive those 4 people. They know who they are, and I hope they rot in hell.

Zoompad said...

"I WILL BE PISSING MYSELF WHEN THIS ARSEHOLE IS PUT BACK IN LA MOYE BECAUSE ITS HIS DESTINY AND HIS ONLY JUST DESSERTS IN LIFE NOW."

OH GOD, HOW CAN THESE EVIL PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH THIS ALL THE TIME, PLEASE STOP THEM PLEASE, CANT YOU SEE HOW MUCH IT IS HURTING US, BECAUSE WHEN THEY SAY THESE VILE THINGS ABOUT STUART THEY MIGHT AS WELL BE SAYING THEM ABOUT US, STUART IS ONLY IN THAT POSITION FOR STANDING UP FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP THIS BULLYING

Zoompad said...

Dear Lord Jesus,

Please help us. Please stop these people from hurting us any more. We are hurting, Lord, because of all the abuse and they hunt us down as f we were rabbits. I have been talking to a lady who is heartbroken today Lord, and her story makes me feel so sad. Please Lord, even if you dont care anything about any of us (which you do, I know you do) at least defend your own name, because these wicked child abusers spit on your name, they spit on you when they commit these vile crimes.

Zoompad said...

I suppose I could probably forgive Lisa Haughton (Barrister), Jane Buckley (Barrister), Lord Falconer and Jack Straw if they came to me and begged my forgiveness for all the grief they have caused me, my family and all the other people they have persecuted, but somehow I just cannot see that happening.

Zoompad said...

I see that Tony Blair is to be grilled again over Iraq.

I can't understand why he is being so stoicly loyal to those smarmy creeps who used him as the frontsman for all their evil activities. Blair might be a liar, but he is obviously an extremly loyal friend, and he is a bit stupid. Why cant he see how they are stitching him up?

I really do not understand this mason business. They pretend that they are a gang of brothers and they will all watch each others backs, but when it comes to the crunch they will set one of their own up as a scapegoat. Which is not at all surprising when you look at the pagan roots, obviously Bliar has not bothered to do that.

I am starting to feel a bit sorry for him, those monkeys have got him so tightly trussed up.