Yesterday I attended the first session with my new Emotional Wellbeing councellor. The first one I had left after 4 sessions.
This is the only service my GP can refer me to apparently, which seems a bit strange to me. They can only offer me 8 sessions, then I have to go back to my GP, who I don't trust any more since he tried to persuade me to take anti depression pills that have 28 serious side effects, and insisted in the surgery that they were safe, I had to find out myself that they weren't safe at all. How the heck am I supposed to trust people who lie to my face about something like that?
Anyway, I told the new councellor, who seems very nice, what has happened, the Pindown cover up, that took up virtually the whole session.
She didn't ask me outright the question "What exactly do you want" but she mentioned in a roundabout way closure. I told her that I have less rights that the homosexual community as Stafford Crown Court have glued me to the husband that I left 17 years ago because he abused me and my daughter, by blocking my divorce. So them saying "Get over it" and be glad for what you have is all bullshit, as they won't leave me alone, I don't know why Stafford Court blocked my divorce, my solicitor at that time could not understand it either, all I can think is that they blocked it out of sheer spite.
Waste of time telling someone to "move on" when you've got a big bunch of gangsters blocking the exit!
Anyway, she got me to fill out the Core 10, PHQ-9 GAD 7 form, (I call it the Sectioning Enabling form, lets face it, thats what its being used for, certainly not to help the abuse victims)) and she was kind enough to remind me that if I write anything that might be a risk to me committing suicide or endangering other people she is obliged to call the authorities. But I didn't need reminding, as I am a Christian and Christians are barred from taking the law into their own hands anyway. Besides, I don't have a death wish at all, just a fear of being murdered by the gangsters.
Isn't it funny though, that I have told this lady and the other lady and many other people all about criminal activity, provable traceable criminal activity of paedophiles and murderers, yet the only power they have is to investigate me, a victim of crime!