Friday, 16 November 2012

I AM STILL WAITING

I went to see my GP on the 29th October.

I was told that I would be referred to another doctor.

It is now 16th November. I have heard nothing at all, no phone call, no letter.

I think that I am being mucked around yet again.



4 comments:

Anon said...

You need some chocolate.

- Aangirfan

Zoompad said...

Yes, I think you are right.

I can't have any tommorrow though, or the day after, as I am fasting and praying, for a lady who is being knocked about by her husband, and for her husband to repent, thats tomorrows fast/prayers, and on Sunday I am praying for a very sweet natured person and her gentle partner, and the Common Purpose persecution gangsters have homed in on them, and witnessing what they are doing is like watching a bunch of malicious goblins pulling the wings and legs off a couple of butterflies.

Dear Lord Jesus, I pray for these people, and fast before you, to show my grief. I know you will answer my prayers, because I know that you are Love, and you died for mankind, even though we betrayed you and grieved you.

Zoompad said...

I might be weak as a baby and seem to have no weapons, but my faith is my shield, and the Holy Spirit is my sword.

Ephesians 6 v 13

And even if I stumble and falter along, the Lord has me safe in his loving arms, and he told me not to be frightened of evil.

Zoompad said...

And sometimes I look at myself and think, what a wreck! I feel absolutly useless and helpless at times, like a big fat nothing, like a broken down smashed up old thing.

But the Lord said to come to him like a little child, and I do, and he shows me the way day by day, and day by day, one day at a time, I try to follow the Lord, and some days I forget that He is with me, and like Peter I get frightened when I look down and see that I was walking in faith, as if I was walking on water, and cannot see anything under my feet to sustain me, but then I cry out and the Lord hears my cry and he comforts me.

I dont know how to describe what I feel any other way, I hope you can understand what I am saying.

The Lord seems to like to take smashed people to show his own glory through them, and that way everyone can see whose glory it is. The Lord has answered many of my prayers, and it is very easy for people to see (if they want to see that is) that it is the Lord and not me, because I am a frail train wreck!