Monday, 10 October 2011
THIS WAS WHERE THEY PUT ME AS A CHILD
They put me in here on a "Place Of Safety" order. I was 14. They put me here because I had been punched and raped and had been wanting to run away from being punched and raped. They transferred me to this place from Chadswell Assessment Centre. Chadswell Assessment Centre was a worse place though, at least there were grown ups who weren't paedophiles or pimps in this place to look out for me. There were some pretty man nurses though and one of the male nurses kept trying to kiss me and feel my breasts. One male nurse threw me down the stairs for going to sleep on the bed in the daytime, it wasn't allowed. There were some nice nurses there though. The man in the Pottery Therapy was a very nice man, and he let me make lots of horses out of clay.I made so many that he put up a special shelf in the Pottery Therapy room, for my horses. I think everyone forgot I was only 14. I didnt do any schoolwork for a year. I think they forgot that I should have been going to school.
No-one has ever apologised for putting me in here yet, but Mrs Weaver my social worker did apologise for putting me in Chadswell Assessment Centre, and she cried when she came to get me out of there. But the police have never apologised for what they did to me, and neither have the Ministry of Justice. All they have done is persecute me.
Social Services were squabbling about spending money for my school uniform when I could not go back to Stafford Girls High School. They lied aqnd said that Miss Dawson had expelled me, but Miss Dawson sent my parents out of the room to try to persuade me to stay at the High School when they let me out of the nuthouse. I told Miss Dawson I was too scared of what the other girls would say if they found out where I had been. Miss Dawson was nice and I really wish I had gone back to that school now. Stafford Social Serrvices sabotaged my chance of getting a good job. They put in my notes to encourage me to leave school as soon as possible and just get any old job. They destroyed my career prospects, because I was suffering from clinical depression for decades, because of what they did.
I want an apology.