Friday, 25 November 2011


My blog is dedicated to stopping child abuse, but I know everyone who tries to do this is persecuted and I have suffered my fair share of that persecution to know only too well how drained it can make you feel.

So I am posting this, just to try to put a smile on peoples faces. I love music, and I think it lifts the spirits. I can't watch this video without smiling. Hope others enjoy it.


Anon said...


- Aangirfan

Zoompad said...

I don't really know what she's singing about, but it just makes me smile, and she has such a pretty voice

Rosie said...

Hi Zoompad, I found your blog doing research on the false memory foundation. I am interested in learning your story. I have a blog as well and when I saw that the basis for your blog is to stamp our child abuse I knew I needed to follow your blog. My blog focus's on stamping out child abuse as well. I survived extreme child abuse and that is why I focus on that. I was just wondering your story as well. Rosie

Zoompad said...

Hi Rosie,

I have just had a quick peep of your blog and saw the statement about Margaret R and this caught my eye

"I spent hours and hours with her explaining that; I had never been hypnotized, never had regressive therapy, never had recovered memory therapy and had never been told by my therapist because I was displaying certain behaviors that I had survived RA. £

I don't know what RA is, but I also have never had any of these therapies. I am a Christian and because the Bible forbids Christians to have anything to do with enchantment, and hypnotism is a form of enchantment, I will never submit to it. The reason I have memories of the abuse I suffered is because I have simply never forgotten them! I have a good long term memory - I think I have a photographic memory, because I can remember things as if they were snapshots. But I am interested in Margaret R, because she seems to have been using False Memory Syndrome in"diagnosing" you, and the man who invented that, or at least, took the credit for inventing it was a paedophile called Ralph Underwager

Zoompad said...

So I am just as keen as you are to get to the bottom of what was going on. I will be really happy to have someone else who is as keen as I am to research this, because my life has been blighted by paedophiles. I won't say ruined, because the Lord has looked after me, I prayed while I was being persecuted, I turned to the Lord for help when I felt so alone and so frightened, and the Lord helped me, he led me to people who helped me, such as Stuart Syvret, a good man who sadly, is now in jail for whistleblowing on the Haut de la Garenne child abuse, and he led me to websites where I learned about Ralph Underwager and his paedophile friends. I am so glad you found this blog Rosie and look forward to working with you on researching the False Memory Syndrome Foundation.

Zoompad said...

I know this is my lifes work now, to try to keep children safe from paedophile gangs. When I first became a Christian in 1984 I wept a lot, it was like I was frieving over my past, and a lot of people mocked me, called me a "crybaby", and "weak" and "nutter" and these were Christians who knew I had been abused. It hurt so much to be treated like that by other Christians. There have been a lot of times when I have shouted at God, when I have said to him "Why have you let me be so hurt?" and I don't know wether He is answering me and I am just not able to understand, or what, but when I have been so very low and asked that question I have felt something as though it is a hug, like when my dad took me to have a penicillin injection because I had a septic finger, and it hurt me so much!!! but I had to have it and my dad was so kind to me, and put his arm round me and let me lean on him all the way home. That is the feeling I had with God when I asked him why I had been abused. I dont know why my finger got septic either, there are germs in the world and there is wickedness in the world.

Zoompad said...

Though my mum was always telling me not to bite my nails, and she said that was why my finger got septic.

My brother was the one who abused me initially, and he was abused by a schoolteacher. My brother had a problem with accepting authority because of that. My dad was a very kind man and a good father, but my brother was very disrespectful to him, and I remember one day he was drawing rude pictures of Mum and Dad, and my other brother and I joined in laughing at them, and Dad walked in, saw the pictures sighed and walked out again, and I felt terrible, because I knew I had done something wrong, that had hurt my father. That happened before my brother started sexually abusing me.

Zoompad said...

The people responsible for covering up the Pindown child abuse have tried to justify what they did to us by claiming that we were no angels.

It's true, of course, we were children, not angels. But to use that as an excuse to justify what was done to us is outrageous.

I want to get to the very heart of exactly what happened, who deid what, and why. I want to know more about all the people who belong to the False Memory Society, and FACT.

Rosie said...

Sorry I didn't see your response until just now. Yes Peggy R as using information from FMS. RA is ritual abuse. I am so sorry for what you went through! I am proud of you for trying to protect children. I am glad your dad was good to you. Like you I feel fortunate that God put people in my life who have helped me on my journey to heal.

God is an essential part of my life and has been all of my life. When I was being sexually abused and used as a pawn in the RA ceremonies God was there. While he couldn't stop it because the one thing he can't is stop is free will. What he did was to send me angles little cherubs to play with.

It is very frustrating that the FMF tells us as survivors that we couldn't possibly have dissociated when we were being violated. I appreciate your writing back. I would be glad to communicate and work on FMF together. It would be an honor actually. Rosie